FRIDAY 13

You never know when you make or do something, it will views by whom, how it will be received, how many people related to it, eventho it's just a single person; you still don't know how much it meant to them, what the result will be.  You just simply do it because you love it, you put your heart into it, literally whole-heartedly, and your heartbeats just tells you to go for it! it just feels alright💟 Thus, moments like you appreciated by someone or even matters by yourself, is definitely honorable.  So.. dont. ever. stop. do. what. you. like. brings out the best in you. challenge yourself to grow. do more of what gives you peace.

strangers warm smile watching the sunset getting butterflies "just wanted to check on you" "just wanted to hear your voice" meeting someone you secretly fall in love with uncoincidentally recognizing growth and progress supported and appreciated "i miss you" reminiscing on happy memories warm drinks on a cold day watching my friends succeed and happy watching people with gentle manners contagious laughter Oh God, nothing compares those feelings in my body when these moment happen in my life.. Special feelings are special for a reason. They warm and shower my heart with so much good feelings. How cool is that?! Anyway, happy weekend, yall.

Have you ever noticed how we tend to judge others based on their actions, but judge ourselves based on our intentions? It's like we have a blind spot when it comes to our own motivations. We might do something with good intentions, but others perceive it differently because they can't see what's going on in our minds. It's a fascinating aspect of human psychology that reminds us to be more understanding and empathetic towards others. As for explaining why a person can be so deep and complex, here's a simple explanation: Each person is like an intricate tapestry, woven together with countless experiences, emotions, and thoughts. We are shaped by our upbringing, relationships, and the unique challenges we face. Just like a tapestry, it takes time and effort to understand the depth and complexity of a person. We don't have to force ourselves to always be right or understand everything about someone. Instead, we can embrace the mystery and appreciate the beauty of t...

Have you ever felt trapped in a never-ending maze of life, it's hard being here day by day and it gets difficult every passing second and sometimes it feels like life isn't going anywhere and there's no point in playing this game?😩💤 Well, then that makes the two of us!👀 I’ve had multiple setbacks and false starts, I've been down that rabbit hole countless times. We will face disappointment, setbacks, epic fails, falling on the floor, lose money and prestige and people, and all those dumb disappointments.  And as times goes by, I thought it was okay to feel that way, it's normal, it's makes me feel that this is the way human should experience to live their life. Life can be a never-ending rollercoaster, but guess what? It's totally normal, and that's how we humans roll, yo! If you're afraid of embarrassment, let me drop a truth bomb: life is embarrassing AF, so screw it! It's never wrong to live your current conditions and anyway, this is our f...

For me, overall life is so complicated, unpredictable. Sometimes it's normal, like a roller-coaster, or sometimes it's so monotonous. As the time goes by, no matter what happens, I always try so hard to better up myself and I keep finding ways doing things I love, like a little bit exercise though it's not consistent yet, a little cook for myself, reading bunch of books, or drinking a cup of tea in the peaceful morning. I simply aware that the simplest routines and consistency will magically get me where I wanna be. I just try to live my very best life. And, what is my version of the best life? Actually for the longest time I have been trying to make sense of life, sometimes I just think that life is so ugly because how can we pay just to live in this universe!!! Even when we died we also have to PAY and imagine in this large land there are still a lot of 'homeless people'. Seems we live in a scam society, I MEAN WE RIOT HAHAHA.  I also sometimes think that I've...

So it goes... Do you ever feel like you are always ignored as if you don't exist because you're a -weird quiet being- who doesn't respond in words but rather with a confused, nervous response? Merasa paling beda sendiri di suatu lingkungan (berbeda dalam konotasi negatif), paling susah approached, paling susah bergaul, yang padahal orang lain itu ngga butuh terlalu banyak effort untuk melakukan hal yang menurut kita sangat sulit kita lakukan. Sad right..? When we found difficulty in the simplest or most common things in this world. To be honest.. Everybody is just really nice to me, always approaching me first, and always trying to talk about something with me which I appreciate, but WHY is it so difficult for me to become more confident, articulate, and advanced at everything I should do, at everything that literally most people can do easily do that? Sometimes, I just feel bad for myself and for everyone around me.. And to be frankly, I don't like this part of me....

Lately, I’ve been binge-watching classic romantic movies, most of them from the victoria era. And I love every beat of the movie. The characters, the plot, the sets, all of it. So beautiful, it hurts. So I came here to tell you guys, I recommend these movies to you. Perhaps, you wanna watch it too. I guarantee, these movies gonna give you a different experience of watching a romantic movie, classic romantic plot, and setting. Aku akan menjelaskan a little bit of the detail of the movie saja, biar kalian cari tahu detailnya dengan menonton langsung, ya! The Most Beautiful Classic Romantic Movie 1. Pride and Prejudice Rate: 9/10 First things first, this is my favorite romance movie. Alurnya klasik, haters becoming lovers. Highlightnya adalah lika-liku romansa antara Elizabeth Bennet atau Lizzy (Keira Knightly) dengan Mr. Darcy dan antara Jane dengan Mr. Bingley. Lizzy has a strong, smart, and brave personality. Di tengah kondisi era victoria yang sangat mengukuhkan status quo, dia tidak...

HOLAA! Aku datang membawa cerita mini yang aku buat saat masih SMP hihi. Aku sempat menjuarai lomba cerpen di sekolahku lhoo #FleXx😎.  Dan ini adalah salah satu karyaku. Maklum ya ceritanya belum detail, masih noob hehe.  Happy reading~ CAPPUCINO Awan kelabu mulai merebak ke seluruh penjagat raya, berkepung-kepung menghimpun lalu meneteslah embun malam sendu. Kilauan matahari mulai menciut tertutup awan kelabu, hanya seperciknya yang masih memberi corak hijau pada daun, biru pada laut, dan corak lain yang mewarnai kanvas semesta. Menderasnya hujan diiringi berkeoknya katak kecil yang setia hingga hujan reda. Kemudian disusul dengkringan jangkrik-jangkrik di semak-semak belukar. Sungguh irama yang memerdukan sunyi dan meredakan lara. Langit kelabu menjadi hitam, dari sebelah barat menukik piringan mentari ingin melepas penat di peraduannya lalu digantikan rembulan yang mengait di atas sana. Trenyuhnya suara adzan menyuratkan ajakan menunaikan kewajiban. Disusul lentera-lentera...

his existence itself is like a poetry which brings a burst of spontaneus feelings and rendering them into an intense emotion then trap me in dilemma  am I render as it should or am I get bias is it you that I fall in love with or is it just me portrayed you as my fictional character?  Sometimes I just can't control myself I'ts like.. undelivered emotions I knew this is just about me and myself That's my right to fall for the one who cool while im just like a fool it's just about me and myself Is it a sign? like Taylor Swift said that: Loving him was RED (bold, passionate, strong emotion to love someone) 🥰🧣  Or Lovin him was RED... flag 🚩🚩🚩

I know your heart has been through a whole lot these couple of years. It can feel so overwhelming having to deal with the pressures of life when you are still struggling to heal from the pain of what’s within. Perhaps even the smallest of tasks may seem too overwhelming for you right now. Perhaps you are wondering if there is something seriously wrong with you for feeling so weak, helpless, useless, incompetent, fucked up all the time. You may even look around you and see how good life seems to be for others. And this makes you feel extremely sad your life seem to be in comparison. Logically, you know you shouldn't be comparing. You know the dangers of falling into that comparison game. You know you should be more grateful in life, because that's what you've been taught to do more of, but somehow you just can't help but go into that unrelenting cycle again and again. And I know what you feel that at this age, your character development or personal growth is behind far a...

Hola my blog friends. Pada kesempatan ini saya akan bercerita tentang pengalaman micro teaching: mengajar bahasa Arab kepada anak-anak. Jadi background kegiatan ini adalah salah satu pemenuhan tugas praktikum mata kuliah pengajaran bahasa Arab di kampus Unpad, dengan syarat offline (memperhatikan prokes) dan minimal 3 murid yang diajar. Adapun alur pelaksanaan micro teachingnya adalah sebagai berikut: 1. Pembekalan dari dosen tentang micro teaching dan petunjuk pembuatan RPP. 2. Menentukan kategori murid. 3. Menentukan tempat pelaksanaan micro teaching. 4. Identifikasi murid (kelas atau rentang umur dan latar belakang pengalaman belajar bahasa Arab). 5. Pembuatan RPP (strategi dan metode pengajaran, yang meliputi rundown pengajaran, research konten pembelajaran berupa materi dan games yang sesuai dengan karakteristik murid, serta menentukan dasar penilaian). 6. Pelaksanaan micro teaching. 7. Penentuan nilai bagi murid. 8. Evaluasi pengajaran dengan menon...

Hey its already mid-august. Bulan agustus banyak sekali peristiwa bersejarah. Hari lahirku, orang-orang terdekatku, dan negara ini. Setiap akan menjumpai bulan ini, aku selalu excited. Energiku meningkat dari biasanya. Namun, Agustus kali ini sangat berbeda. Aku mengalami masa high dan lowku drastically. Im happy but also drained, heart burn, burn out, all in one. Emosi yang berlapis. Aku mau cerita yang senang-senang saja dulu ya, a lil bit spoiler: angst ending. OK so mobilitasku di bulan ini sangat tinggi, aku pergi ke lampung untuk menghadiri pernikahan keluarga dan diajak saudara untuk berkunjung ke beberapa wisata terdekat. Aku ke curug tapi aku lupa namanya apa. Jaraknya cukup dekat dengan rumah saudaraku. Sayangnya, karena belum musim hujan, maka airnya sangat sedikit, seperti air wudhu! Hahaha. Nanti aku attach fotonya disini ya. Bagus sih, tapi akan lebih bagus lagi kalau airnya deras. Disana aku main air dan minum es kelapa fresh habis dipetik sama saudaraku di kebun (kita...

Kalau kata masyarakat kita, definisi wanita baik-baik itu kayak gini: Perawan, bisa masak, penurut, kalem, nggak bertato, nggak merokok. Well, nggak masalah sih kalau ada yang memenuhi standar itu. Yang salah adalah ekspektasi masyarakat atau konstruksi sosial/kultural akan sifat yang melekat pada laki-laki dan perempuan, alias gender. Dari definisi yang diberikan masyarakat tentang perempuan itulah yang bikin wanita merasa nggak berharga karena nggak memenuhi definisi itu. Konsep gender itu bikin perempuan jadi serba salah. 1. Mau pakai baju terbuka kek atau tertutup kek, tetap aja dicap negatif. Dikatain wanita nggak baik-baik kalau pakaiannya terbuka. Sedang kalau pakaiannya tertutup dituntut jadi manusia suci tanpa dosa (nggak heran jadi banyak yang fake, sugar coating, dan termanipulasi demi menjadi disukai dan dianggap ideal oleh masyarakat). Bahkan sering juga kan kita denger kayak ‘pakai jilbab tapi kok …bla bla bla’ padahal apa yang dikenakan nggak mencerminkan kelakuan se...