FRIDAY 13

SO I will turn 22 this year *sigh *but also singing 22 by TS. And I’m gonna tell you about adulting from my perspective. Maybe we are on the same page?   Dewasa. Menjadi orang dewasa yang menyebalkan.   from dammit Makin dewasa, hidup makin kompleks, beban pikiran makin banyak. Kita juga akan sering berada di situasi abu-abu. Akan banyak berhadapan orang yang beda pemikiran dengan kita. Makin sedikit high expectation cuz we know that sometimes those things can killing us. Also dealing with our mind tend to be the hardest things in this phase. Aku juga ngerasa seiring kita bertumbuh dewasa, kita jadi melihat sisi diri kita yang lain, mulai tahu value yang kita punya dan kita juga lebih melihat esensi dari setiap orang yang kita temui, kita juga lebih sering flashback untuk mencoba memahami pelajaran penting yang dulu kita masih belum mengerti sama keadaan. Its ok to learn, unlearn kalo kita udah tau ternyata hal itu salah, relearn atau belajar lagi hal yang benar. K...

 It keeps bringing me down the words that everyone said so easily Maybe you can hear it soon, as soon as they judge me. I've heard enough I've heard enough Of the things that I'm not Its easier to judge me than to believe The old thoughts I hid deeply Sometimes grabbing me and tormenting me. For the sake, better left unsaid. This night, I've been swallowed by my bed I've been all over my head Wonderin' if I gotta try and pretend I don't know what day it is Im in the space of time I'm afraid I'll find myself hoping to know The brighter that light gets My shadow is getting longer When it's too dazzling Will I be able to see behind you? When its too bright Will I be blind later? People are sometimes easy to say, without knowing who we really are.  People sometimes only see our bad side, never wanting to see our good side.  People sometimes just love to accuse us, without ever wanting to believe us. because it's easier to judge than to learn to b...

Bismillah. Selamat Pagi/Siang/Sore/Malam..^^ Hai semua, aku akan bercerita ke kalian tentang pengalaman gimana aku bisa lolos SBMPTN dan bagaimana sistem belajarku. Okay, before jumping to the main topic, lets get to know me. People call me Ikki, and iam now studying at Universitas Padjadjaran, jurusan Sastra Arab. Aku anak SMK jurusan Akuntansi. Walau anak SMK, aku tetep yakin aku bisa kuliah di PTN karena SMK, BISA! Hehe. Aku ikut SBMPTN 2x, pertama di tahun 2017 dan kedua di tahun 2018. Pas ikut SBMPTN 2017, aku gagal karena kurang dalam memahami sistem SBMPTN. Dan setelah kegagalan itu, aku mulai giat lagi belajar, evaluasi diri, until im finally lolos SBMPTN. ANDDD as I said at the beginning, how i`ve gone through it.. i`ll tell u below, scroll it dudes don’t forget to prepare ur peace of mind, and some snacks to level up ur good mood^^ may be useful. Disini ada beberapa point yang bakal aku jelasin, there are: 1. Kenapa aku gagal lolos SBMPTN di tahun 2017? 2. Bag...