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We All Get Crowns

 It keeps bringing me down

the words that everyone said so easily

Maybe you can hear it soon, as soon as they judge me.

I've heard enough I've heard enough

Of the things that I'm not

Its easier to judge me than to believe


The old thoughts I hid deeply

Sometimes grabbing me and tormenting me.

For the sake, better left unsaid.


This night, I've been swallowed by my bed

I've been all over my head

Wonderin' if I gotta try and pretend

I don't know what day it is

Im in the space of time

I'm afraid I'll find myself hoping to know

The brighter that light gets

My shadow is getting longer

When it's too dazzling

Will I be able to see behind you?

When its too bright

Will I be blind later?


People are sometimes easy to say, without knowing who we really are. 

People sometimes only see our bad side, never wanting to see our good side. 

People sometimes just love to accuse us, without ever wanting to believe us.

because it's easier to judge than to learn to believe.


Even if the whole world changes

I'm still the same

I dreamed of this path I walked

As it was then, as it was then


I can't sink, I know well

I can't drown, I know they got a shot on me

I can't die, not today

I can't fly while looking at the ground

Across the clouds, it's still bright

I've been drawing in the picture

Even in the torn places

So I can empty everything and laugh

I wanna face me, who I didn't want to see,

I wanna face to the whoose all eyes on me

I remember, so I'll be okay

Make flowers bloom in my brown room

I'll always be waiting.


Friendly reminder

Don't thanks me now

Why don’t you change your pattern of talking shit about others

You want it too, material to talk shit about me

There’s a huge gap and you can’t ever see

You wanna this crown?

You think I'm the only one who have this?

Don't you know?

that everyone don't need to compare each other for who is the best one 

cuz there is a space for everyone at the top

We all get crowns. You need to calm down.

You get what you deserve.

Thanks me letter.

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