FRIDAY 13

his existence itself is like a poetry which brings a burst of spontaneus feelings and rendering them into an intense emotion then trap me in dilemma  am I render as it should or am I get bias is it you that I fall in love with or is it just me portrayed you as my fictional character?  Sometimes I just can't control myself I'ts like.. undelivered emotions I knew this is just about me and myself That's my right to fall for the one who cool while im just like a fool it's just about me and myself Is it a sign? like Taylor Swift said that: Loving him was RED (bold, passionate, strong emotion to love someone) 🥰🧣  Or Lovin him was RED... flag 🚩🚩🚩

I know your heart has been through a whole lot these couple of years. It can feel so overwhelming having to deal with the pressures of life when you are still struggling to heal from the pain of what’s within. Perhaps even the smallest of tasks may seem too overwhelming for you right now. Perhaps you are wondering if there is something seriously wrong with you for feeling so weak, helpless, useless, incompetent, fucked up all the time. You may even look around you and see how good life seems to be for others. And this makes you feel extremely sad your life seem to be in comparison. Logically, you know you shouldn't be comparing. You know the dangers of falling into that comparison game. You know you should be more grateful in life, because that's what you've been taught to do more of, but somehow you just can't help but go into that unrelenting cycle again and again. And I know what you feel that at this age, your character development or personal growth is behind far a